04/17/20

I have no original idea this week

It’s a strange occurrence while taking an Epsom salt bath to relax, had a long day, just working for 30 years, I’m doing a breast exam with a firm, smooth touch, starting from the nipple, moving outwards in a circular motion, opting for

a

up and down

approach, searching, investigating,

trying to feel a lump, a rock, a pebble,

a folding

Pocket Knife

waiting patiently to flick

open .

Tip: time tarnishes metals

02/20/20

my love

 Past lives, 

future rebirths 

Moments still waiting to be lived. 

I know you have always been there, 

here, 

now. 

I  waiting

for 

you 

to become

so I can too.

07/13/19

Oneirokritis

The judge of dreams I came to be.

Seeing

"Reality" in your dreams,
means
You will never be born again and again and again.

06/01/19
Stenographer

Are you the parent, Mother?
She is here, Earth?
Can't tell, Myth?
Chasing, Tail or tale?
Tale - Yes.

05/10/19
Koan:

A revolution is coming to a nearby park it might happen after dark,
So be prepared to embark on a journey, no looking back,
You will have no stuff to carry,
More truth to hold,
More empathy will flow.
Stand up, you are a grown up
Chin up, you are not a fuck up,
Step up, the time has come for you to blow up,
Line up, organize the follow-up,
Clean up, the mess that they managed to put in your head,
Speak up, it’s not alright. 
It is not ok.
It’s time for a coup-d’ Etat, 
on your own habitat

04/10/19
Do you have a Hat Face?

I was told I have the perfect head,
that all hats fit,
I wore a sailors hat.

01/31/19
20:53:38 Gulf of Corinth

Freshly cracked cement columns waiting
for the bright golden-yellow quince syrup
to cure it's fear of space.

03/10/18
Eclipse:
We can only look up-down are the waves that will wash it all away.

02/10/18
A story

The old have stagnated us
my better body 
in hot denial
a complex era is upon us now
kids of alchoholics
terrified to let go
get out, get out 
change the stories 
you tell.

04/10/17
My child

Lucky are those infant snails that move forward 
away, away, away,
from those adults that wear a bulletproof vest for life.
let them figure it 
out.

06/28/16
The place
Where the river winds through the valley"
Born on the greyhound bus,
wearing polarized sunglasses,
a taste of vinegar on my tongue,
vintage mold in the placenta,
exit 33 on the I-287, Sun Ra playing softly by seat 28.

05/02/16
A thought…
Impara l'arte e mettila da parte, I learned the craft of lying and I set it aside.

04/02/16
Revive radical hope

Should my (PTSD) orphan lips shy away further north from kissing, Pater Demiurge's hand- my muse starts rapping away, the same resistance songs.

08/ 22/ 2016
Floating
By the port, mens spit and apricot pits.
Salty waters full of dehydrated dry pulp lemons,
olives with rough wounds on rinds,
tomatoes where the mold and soft brown decay
has been washed ashore in this land of sterile watermelons.

08/ 08/ 2016
Eleutherozoa

I left fear and hope, at my parents house to chase each others tail. I left safety today, when I realized I am a echinoderm belonging to the class Asteroidea. I left the future in my past, when i saw children kept on playing in the burnt olive grove. I left friends that wore Gyges' ring and went on to argue with Plato and Lord Henry Wotton. I left the TAKERS and the LEAVERS, to go and listen to Pete Seeger's song "Turn! Turn! Turn! (to Everything There is a Season)". I left the Left and the Right, to join nature that behaves the same no matter what direction one moves.

I have come a long way in a short time because I wanted.

08/ 12/ 2016
Ruse

She bought a medical encyclopedia and suitcase full of sterling silver flatware
from a travelling salesman, for me.
She made marble cake and pastitsio from scratch once a month, for me.
She bought a blue uniform for school from  "Sonias" boutique, for me.
She threw bricks from our new built home, for me. 
She wore blue eyeliner and smelled like bleach, from her cousin's deli, for me.
She kept me pure from the world, for me.
She planted an apple seed gifted from Chernobyl, for me.

07/ 01/ 2016
Drapetomania

I took the train called "Drapetomania"
Bruce Lee sat next to me, he drank water.
I wanted to tell him how happy I was, when he defeated Colt.
All my selves working together is a skill my friend.
Bruce you showed me the way.

07/ 06/ 2016
Cave of the Red Stones 
I was found in Petralona.
Archanthropus europaeus rumpitur, homo sapiens seeking philautia.
A 800.000 years old stalactite heart dripping endless need to be discovered.
A 800.000 years old stalagmite brain piercing the last traces of loneliness.
Connected heart and brain, they form a column of hope.

07/ 01/ 2016
A normal day

Sixteen-year-old bride, longing for an understudy to show up in June.Thirty-two year old groom, devouring the black sugar coated jordan almonds. Forty-year-old parents, standing proud on top of the landfill. Thirteen-year-old sister, plotting her exit form the stage left. Ten-year-old brother, full of bruises, happy to be at the party.

A virgin birth of two paralyzed veterans of pain.

09/ 12/ 2015
Nutshell

0+ Data stored with no recall button.
15+ Escape root planning underway.
20+ Rising above primitive behaviors.
30+ Here I am.
45+ Maintain a Healthy Frontal Lobe.

06/ 08/ 2015
DOB

HOW I 

CRAVED 

FOR 

TENURE IN 

MY MOTHERS MOUTH .

06/ 01/ 2015
Zymosis

Went to my reliable butcher to get my cut of truth.
Walrus moustached skinning knife in front of me.
Pomegranate stained arms hug tightly my liveliness.
Unclaimed lamb carcass- EWE NEVER CARED!
Fermenting heart on the walnut block.
Radioactive Chernobyl Sweetbreads.
Fatty liver that will never be bought.
High contralto testicle duet singing chants of reincarnation.
Inside out intestines driping extra virgin bloody ulcers.
A rabbit's foot on the sawdust hopping away

01/ 08/ 2014
N. Asimos

I was a mute.
He owned a bookstore filled with Hayek music blasting,
the manifesto down to omega.
I was a peasant.
He handed me “The stranger” not in Modern Times,
first kiss at Galt's gulch.
I was in love.
He taught me the the art of not being governed,
we skipped toward courage.

01/ 08/ 2014
Hope
Is a thing of the past,
let it go fast
don't take a chance
start the dance
make things happen
keep on rappin'.
Come on make some noise
give up the toys
start the change
it is in your range
to change yourself.

01/ 08/ 2013
Microstomia

A scarlet thread, tied around the neck-good luck.
Purple hand prints around the arm-own good.
Loud laughter around the wood stove-good life.

01/ 08/ 2013
Gossip and lice

Scratching my confused tongue.
Not who I could be?
Should I run away from the wrath of my DNA? 
Does Adonais and me have Impostor syndrome? Bleeding little question marks
flying out
at the speed
of proper etiquette.

01/ 01/ 2009
No manual
I struggled everyday to remember why I was here,
did the gods bring me here-I was to suffer!was it a choice that I made a long long time ago? 
and now I refuse to take responsibility!
I struggled everyday to remember who I am,did my mother tell me- I did not exist!was it that I wanted to be be like everybody else? and now I forgot who I was!
I struggled everyday to remember why I cared,did my brain come with a flawed instructional manual-I was to live in fear!was it that the one god, who was following me everyday? stop following , I had nobody to check on me?

I struggled everyday to forget,and now I try to remember,where did I go right!

07/13/19

Oneirokritis

The judge of dreams I came to be.

Seeing

"Reality" in your dreams,
means
You will never be born again and again and again.

Talking in tongues

The ideal habitat and climate for our mouths-should be

moist, warm, welcoming,

full of sweet bacteria,

safe microorganisms,

caring prozoa.

only from the

frequent transfer of maternal saliva.

Focus

As long as you can feel love no matter what-you are ok

giving love-you have beaten evil

love is the safe space

the only cause

last chance

must find the way

harness

the pain

deal with the decay

rehearse it first

be good

courage it takes